Delirium Trigger
New Member
Does anyone ever consider just giving up on playing competitively?
I am right now for two reasons.
For one, I'm a musician and I noticed too much of my money going into Pokemon. Now I can't afford gear I need. Amps, pedals, and so on. Having to pay for travel and cards is alot for a 16 year old who can't get a job with the current state of the economy.
And two, I'm a student. My school combined with my music makes finding time to practice deck strategy really hard. I noticed too much of my time being spent just looking at cards or making decklists that failed when I played them in a tournament.
I've found myself in this place that I can't do as good as I'd like to. I spend sooo much of my own money on cards and traveling to tournaments, and I'm usually met with disappointment when I play in these tournaments.
My band played a gig while I was on a weekend trip to the Alabama city tournaments, they got payed and praised for their playing. I...I was sitting in Alabama trying to figure out how to beat Gigas. I made top cut ONCE in the three cities i went to.
Does anyone else ever feel like this?
By the way I'm sorry if this comes off as a "boo hoo poor little me" type thing. It's not.
I am right now for two reasons.
For one, I'm a musician and I noticed too much of my money going into Pokemon. Now I can't afford gear I need. Amps, pedals, and so on. Having to pay for travel and cards is alot for a 16 year old who can't get a job with the current state of the economy.
And two, I'm a student. My school combined with my music makes finding time to practice deck strategy really hard. I noticed too much of my time being spent just looking at cards or making decklists that failed when I played them in a tournament.
I've found myself in this place that I can't do as good as I'd like to. I spend sooo much of my own money on cards and traveling to tournaments, and I'm usually met with disappointment when I play in these tournaments.
My band played a gig while I was on a weekend trip to the Alabama city tournaments, they got payed and praised for their playing. I...I was sitting in Alabama trying to figure out how to beat Gigas. I made top cut ONCE in the three cities i went to.
Does anyone else ever feel like this?
By the way I'm sorry if this comes off as a "boo hoo poor little me" type thing. It's not.