I do my best to win....BUT the whole reason we choose to be competitive with Pokemon cards as opposed to other card games, sports, etc because we find this game fun. I've had a blast with HGSS-On. I feel like having only 5-6 competitive decks (MD-On) to be really boring AND not take much skill. Half of the skill/creativity comes from building a deck; when we just take an idea that someone else already made, it's not nearly as skillful imo. I play to win AND have fun, I'm fine with people playing generic meta decks, even though I personally don't see how someone an have fun or pride from winning with, essentially, someone else's deck.(I love being the underdog, being favored in a match just makes things uninteresting IMO).
As much as I love competition and the need to win, I despise and honestly, would probably give a really hard time to anyone running a dock deck. It's not competitive, it's not fun, and honestly.... If spending a couple hundred dollars on cards, spending a whole day to partake in a tournament to play 10 or so 5 minute matches makes you happy. Good for you, I'm happy you found something that brings you joy in life. I think it's pathetic, and the sooner people stop using gimmicky bs like donk decks is the sooner the Pokemon card game can be taken serious on a competitive level compared to the Magic TCG, basketball, etc.