My turn...
I don't usually post on Pokegym, but this time I just felt the need...
CMex - I am deeply disturbed here by your mixed messages. I admire the fact that you put this thread together, seeming to come clean about what you did, but at the same time you say things like "That's why I chose to tell the whole truth of my dark deeds" and "Wish there was more I could do, but that's life", "I was overtaken by temptation. It happens to all of us...." and "The main reason I posted this report is becuase I felt like I owed it more to myself then to anyone else" (I'm sorry I don't know how to do multiple quotes in a reply).
Ok, let's talk about choosing to tell the whole truth of your dark deeds...what happened to telling the whole truth? It took several posts for you to tell the whole truth, if you have even reached a point of the whole truth, yet. Again, I admire the fact that you are trying to come clean here, but if you are going to tell the whole truth, then just do it. Don't post parts, and more parts, and more parts, and then claim to tell the whole truth. This only adds to the mistrust that people are going to have for you.
"I was overtaken by temptation. It happens to all of us...." WOW, I have to disagree with this statement of yours. Yes, we are all faced with choices on a daily basis, but this being overtaken by temptation does NOT happen to all of us. That was a choice you made and trying to justify it by saying it happens to all of us is just wrong.
Next, "Wish there were more I could do, but that's just life"??? Woah, wait a minute. That is NOT just life. If you truly meant that then you would be doing more. You wouldn't just be here airing your guilt. You would be actively trying to gain the trust of those in this community by being more humble, apologizing more, and NOT DOING ANYTHING LIKE THIS AGAIN. The fact that you stole (or tried to) the packs from BDS AFTER given a second chance just shows that you are/were not ready to begin the healing process and redemption process. What a wonderful opportunity BDS and whoever else was involved in this decision gave you...and you just threw it back in their faces. What more could you do?? Actively try to find everyone who deserves an apology. Write a letter and ask the LL's, TO's, PTO's involved to help you send them out. They shouldn't give you all the names and addresses, but maybe they would be willing to help send them out once you have stamped and put a return address on the envelopes. This would include BDS, the LL's, the TO's, and anyone else you have been involved with in the Pokemon community. Post a public apology here. Stop sounding so arrogant and defensive. I don't know what else right off the top of my head, but I am sure that if you are sincere you will be able to come up with other ways to do more. You have not yet shown that you are ready to change. You have only shown that you are aware that you did something wrong. And I must say, physical pain from a bike accident doesn't hurt nearly as bad or for as long as emotional pain like you inflicted on these people who trusted you.
"The main reason I posted this report is becuase I felt like I owed it more to myself then to anyone else". Again, this sounds arrogant and self serving. I understand the need to be honest with yourself, and the desire and need to change, but that can not happen if you are only concerned about yourself.
Now CMex, I hope you don't take this as bashing you, but as another opinion of a responsible adult who would like to see you change into the person that you claim to want to be. I would hope that you really listen to the other people who have posted here and HEAR what they have to say, and learn from all of them. Some are not so nice, some are...but almost all have valid points and it seems that almost all truly want to help.
Phazon - to you I would like to say this...if you can't be supportive and helpful, then please don't post. By asking you to be supportive I don't mean give him another chance, or even forgive him just yet, it doesn't mean that you have to agree with or condone what he did...but be willing to have an open mind about what he is saying and think about the fact that he may change in the future. It sounds as if you two were friends at one time in your lives. It would be a wonderful thing if he could grow up and earn your trust again. You started out with some very valid points, but your posts quickly turned ugly. Posting hateful things about him without trying to at least offer solid helpful advice just shows that you maybe have some growing up to do too. I understand your anger toward him, but is this really helping either of you to become better people? And about your little disclaimers about infractions...STOP! If you think it may be wrong, then why do it? And why be proud of the fact that you are getting infraction points?
CMex, some of the others have posted very helpful responses, and I don't really have time to quote all of them and give my opinions. I do agree with Drew that some of the posts have been way too harsh, and I agree with everything Pokedad said, and SDPokemom, and others... Those are the posts that you should pay the most attention to, that we should all pay attention to. We as a human race can always improve ourselves. None of us are above making a mistake. You happened to make some huge ones. That doesn't mean it's all over. But it will take time. Which reminds me of something else...You said "To rediscover myself . And it'll all happen in due time. After all, I got all summer." Oh my, you are delusional if you think that this will all be fixed by the end of summer. Rediscovering yourself is a long process, as is earning the trust and respect of your friends and the rest of the Pokemon Community after something like this. Be prepared to be working toward those goals for a loooonngg time.
To all (including myself): The Professor Core Values should be applied to not only being a Pokemon Professor, but to life as well. We should all be proud that we display and follow these values. Integrity, Honesty, Responsibility, Professionalism. These are all things that we should be following every day of our lives. Just think what a better world, what a better Pokemon community, what a better person we could all be if we just followed those simple principles.
Please remember, this is only my opinion. It doesn't make me right. Just someone who hopes you will learn from this and grow as a person, and that we all can learn from the situation as well.